Friday, February 26, 2010

Mommy Moments: Song from a Mom's/Dad's Heart

Posted by Cecile at Friday, February 26, 2010
mommy moments

I saw this video at youtube and felt sad, because this reminds me and my husband when we lost our first baby on stillborn. The lyrics of this song is what exactly we felt when we were grieving for our lost. "I remember thinking, "this is not real/true, this can't be happening, this isn't happening. I remember both of us crying out, I remember Matt crying out, I remember him holding me, and both of us sobbing." On that moment our bereaved life changes in the instant." I still cry every time I think of her... and blames myself for I think that it was all my fault why she died. The doctor tried to explain with me that it wasn't my fault or the things I did or didn't do. Can you blame me for feeling that way still? I love her so much! Though I know we would be able to be reunited with her someday, knowing that she not here, makes me feel empty still. She was back to Heavenly Father for a reason of which I don't know...but am sure she is happy that we are doing our "best" here on earth just to be with her someday! I know for sure that "Families Can Be Together Forever.....someday."

sung by: Rocket Club Band

I'll never get to hold you
I'll never hear your sweet voice sing
I'll never get to say 'I told you so'
I'll never read to you, or get to teach you anything
But you'll always be my hope
You'll always be my first light
You're always gonna be Daddy's little girl
You'll always be the strength I need to make it in this world
I only wish for one more day
I'm gonna miss your first day of school
I'll never see you turn that page
I'll never see you in your graduation gown
And I'm never gonna see you coming of age
But you'll always be my hope
You'll always be my first light
You're always gonna be Mommy's little girl
You'll always be the strength I need to make it in this world
I only wish for one more day
Sweet angel of mercy
Coming down to comfort me
Faith, sit right here beside me
I never want you to go away
I'm always gonna wonder how you'd look
Always gonna wish I took your place up there
You'll always be our hope
You'll always be our first light
You're always gonna be our little girl
You'll always be the strength we need to make it in this world
We only wish for one more day
We only wish for one more day."

And here the song I always and still sing to Jacob entitled: "Mary's Lullaby to Jesus."


♥Willa♥ said...

wow....I didn't know you have an angel up there. Sorry to hear that.
and about the song. I love that song too.We always asked for a second chance, even for one more day.
Happy weekend.

Dhemz said...

makahilak man sad ta sa first song te....a good song though....

woi nice pod ang song for jake...ako kay simple ra kaau akong kanta para kay akesha...ehehhehe!

Anonymous said...

To the ones we've lost, one more day is all we ask. :) Such a touching song mommy, I wish you well! :)

nuts said...

sigh.. i only know this story about your little girl now. I remember a friend of mine who had the same experience and i could feel how they longed to touch, hugs even for a day. sigh.

the second song is so sweet..

Chris said...

im sorry that today's theme brought some tears to your eyes..

thanks for sharing your songs and thought today... i know its hard but God always has a reason for everything...

SASSY MOM said...

Awww... such a touching song! Truly touching --- especially for your lil angel.

Thanks for dropping by, Mommy!

Hope you can join my meme too, it's called Pixelbug weekend. This is a meme where you share how your weekend went through photos. Hope to see you this Monday.

shydub said...

I'm sorry for your little angel Ruth ces. Mag teary eyes mn sd ta basa sa imu post. Your little angel is always watching over you ces and her dad and lil bro.

The song has indeed nice message and so is Jacob lullaby song.

Cens World said...

I am sorry to hear that. It is too sad to lose a love one, specially a child.

Just dropping by to greet you.

Hazelicious929 said...

I love all Disney movies Cecs... Magaganda lahat. Good choice lahat Cecs.

Yami said...

Hi Cecil. I'm sorry to hear about your little angel. The songs are very touching...

thanks for the visit sis...

chubskulit said...

hello ate, nangangamusta lang..


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